wraith89

<p><p><p><p><p><p>I think I've gotten better with it, but it scared me as a kid. Now, I can't really handle being mean, even to people who I know are complete idiots, though there are some exceptions... And I don't know how it came to that, but I know I felt bad when I hurt people.</p></p></p></p></p></p>

<p><p><p><p><p><p>I know in Grade 6 when I was with a few friends they were teasing a girl, and when we got in trouble my teacher (who is also a family friend as he goes to our Church) simply said: "I'm surprised you would do this type of thing". No rage, no nothing, just surprise and disappointment, and that hit me harder than any rage could ever do.</p></p></p></p></p></p>

<p><p><p><p><p><p>I think that was one of the definitive moments of that change.</p></p></p></p></p></p>

<p><p><p><p><p><p>Oh, I see... That's a shame. My brother, actually... TheGuardingGuard, is sort of like that too. But he also doesn't try to practice when he knows he should.</p></p></p></p></p></p>

<p><p><p><p><p><p>Not that I'm better. I have no idea with what I'm doing. I like writing but I don't want to write a book.</p></p></p></p></p></p>