wraith89

<p><p><p><p><p><p>He was the only one who looked out for me in high school. I was actually very unsympathetic when I was younger. Someone would get hurt and offended and I wouldn't care. However at the same time I felt bad that I didn't care and wish I could. I think that molded into what I am now: I'm more empathetic, but I don't know if I have the ability to stand up to things. I don't know if I have that kind of strength. But we humans are social creatures;being alone for too long can really hurt. Some people can do it, but not everyone. A bit of company never hurts. I'm very social when I'm around certain people, and I attract conversation apparently. Well, that's what a certain writer friend told me.</p></p></p></p></p></p>

<p><p><p><p><p><p>I know that when I was in a depression recently, I criminalized myself a lot, which is the opposite of others who victimize themselves. That's the sacrifice of being selfless - we don't get the rewards.</p></p></p></p></p></p>