I didn't really understand your post at all....But i don't go around telling people about my crush on korrina in real life.
Remember I have autism too. It works differently for all people. For some people on the spectrum, yes, a fictional crush may be the one thing that gives them comfort.
I'm pretty sure if I didn't have Korrina in my life and my feelings for her I would end up in a hospital or something. Thats just how my autism seems to work right now. I prefer not to see it as a 'bad' thing, though. Because I LIKE being a Korrina fan girl, even if it IS a bit of an annoying 'life or death' thing for me in some context. For me she just feels happy and interesting and fun, all flaws aside. Okay? So please don't get critical about my liking her if you still wish to have me as a friend....Not meaning to sound harsh, just telling things as they really are.
I don't care if i'm weird for how I am either. People only thrive if they can be themselves about things. Especially if it keeps them from generally going around hurting other people.